*sigh* Lots of thoughts running through my head, but the person I want/need to share them with the most is unavailable to me tonight. Honestly it seems they haven’t been available for quite a while. I’m happy it’s true, but I have the notion that these thoughts and feelings that have suddenly arisen spring from more deep-seated feelings I may have been avoiding. Usually admittance brings me relief. But the admittance of  my current thoughts make we want to run and scream as loud and fast I can. Not to anywhere in particular. Just an escape.